th human ; dilaa mat zain
27 February 2008
been wanting to blog.
stupid bro surfing the net doing god-knows-what.
dammit.
oh yeah,
its gonna be over.
the process is there.
u could just see the sudden gestures chnged.
and im the one who ruined it in the first place aniwae.
i have myself to thank.
it okey,i guess.
walking home sweating like a water-fall,
i think its 50/50.
on and off.
the feelings is suddenly not there animore.
for the best reasons i dare say i`ll be over.
but not soo soon.
the process wld be a very-very slow one.
im sad.
im angry.
im pissed.
im mad.
again in class its a repeated process.
im on the verge of punching myself awake.
got pissed here and there.
damn.
why ar?
stupid!
arghhhhhhh!
i hate the anger emotions.
i hate it when it shows.
i hate it when my closes frens sees it.
and got more pissed when they asked abt it.
im not blaming them.
its not their fault.
don want them to share my anger.
its not healthy.
dammit!
i nd a chnge.
i nd an expert on this.
however bad the situations are,
im determine tomorrow is a new day.
stupid bro surfing the net doing god-knows-what.
dammit.
oh yeah,
its gonna be over.
the process is there.
u could just see the sudden gestures chnged.
and im the one who ruined it in the first place aniwae.
i have myself to thank.
it okey,i guess.
walking home sweating like a water-fall,
i think its 50/50.
on and off.
the feelings is suddenly not there animore.
for the best reasons i dare say i`ll be over.
but not soo soon.
the process wld be a very-very slow one.
im sad.
im angry.
im pissed.
im mad.
again in class its a repeated process.
im on the verge of punching myself awake.
got pissed here and there.
damn.
why ar?
stupid!
arghhhhhhh!
i hate the anger emotions.
i hate it when it shows.
i hate it when my closes frens sees it.
and got more pissed when they asked abt it.
im not blaming them.
its not their fault.
don want them to share my anger.
its not healthy.
dammit!
i nd a chnge.
i nd an expert on this.
however bad the situations are,
im determine tomorrow is a new day.
is he the cause of it all?
dila-adilaNur,
everyone has their bad moments.
dila-adilaNur,
everyone has their bad moments.
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