th human ; dilaa mat zain
24 February 2008
i realize that this week was a very bad week.
(wif the exception on my b`dae)
its not the way i`d expected.
everyday of this week was soo disappointing.
kept feeling tired & sleepy in sch.
wanted to slap and punch myself awake.
nth `wow-ed` happen tat make me wanna blog.
didnt have the always erge to blog.
dammit.
on friday 3tests.
cialat ar.
mcm nk maki sume org sak.
stress sial.
but,but its over.
but aniwae im still gonna brag.
`i tried` was all i kept saying after each test.
giving up is soo 2007 laa.
wadever it is,nth is bringing me down.
optimism is the `thang` as said by helen keller.
i still have more to brag.
cca after sch was dumb FUCK.
although he was in there,i was soo not feeling it animore.
i was always getting angry.
i was always getting mad.
i was always getting pissed.
but i don know wad is the MAIN issue of it.
i hate it when i don know wad to do.
i want to know wad to do.
i hate it when im mad.
i hate it when im angry.
i hate it when im pissed.
i soo totallyhh hate it when im in LOVE.
and that person have absolutely no clue wadsoever.
i just wanna be happy.
i just wanna have a mega-watt smile on my face everyday.
i want to be an energizer bunny.
damn.
is it soo hard to achieve that?
(wif the exception on my b`dae)
its not the way i`d expected.
everyday of this week was soo disappointing.
kept feeling tired & sleepy in sch.
wanted to slap and punch myself awake.
nth `wow-ed` happen tat make me wanna blog.
didnt have the always erge to blog.
dammit.
on friday 3tests.
cialat ar.
mcm nk maki sume org sak.
stress sial.
but,but its over.
but aniwae im still gonna brag.
`i tried` was all i kept saying after each test.
giving up is soo 2007 laa.
wadever it is,nth is bringing me down.
optimism is the `thang` as said by helen keller.
i still have more to brag.
cca after sch was dumb FUCK.
although he was in there,i was soo not feeling it animore.
i was always getting angry.
i was always getting mad.
i was always getting pissed.
but i don know wad is the MAIN issue of it.
i hate it when i don know wad to do.
i want to know wad to do.
i hate it when im mad.
i hate it when im angry.
i hate it when im pissed.
i soo totallyhh hate it when im in LOVE.
and that person have absolutely no clue wadsoever.
i just wanna be happy.
i just wanna have a mega-watt smile on my face everyday.
i want to be an energizer bunny.
damn.
is it soo hard to achieve that?
the Q is what&why,
dila-adilaNur,
i just..
dila-adilaNur,
i just..
12:29:00 AM
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