th human ; dilaa mat zain
13 March 2008
came too fucking early.
alone in the canteen.
buried my head in my hand until there was a knock,
on the bench.
stupified by those dreams,
thinking it was him somehow.
it wasnt.
it was,however,his close fren.
asked him if the others were coming he shook his head.
talk alil bit more then i was off.
went to get a drink for babe.
did want to see him.
didnt want to see him also.
fickle me.
she kept saying she was on the way.
ai,yay,yay.
sat on the four connected chair.
all alone.
finally she arrived.
went up and still he wasnt there.
lesson started.
still he didnt show up.
teddy bear came.
tot he`d be there too.
but still,he was nt there still.
20 mins past nine.
finally,a shadow at the door.
tuu pn die.
senyum2.
alamek,sachok sak.
sial arr.
how cn i get over him when i dream abt him all of the time this week.
how cn i get over him when lime times per week aku nmpk die.
and how the hell cn i get over him
when he did THAT.
arrggh!
how the fuck cn i get over everything!
why`d he have to do that gesture again?
why?
i just keep resisting myself to YOU.
but somehow its never possible.
YOU are something huh.
damn.
im getting tired already.
alone in the canteen.
buried my head in my hand until there was a knock,
on the bench.
stupified by those dreams,
thinking it was him somehow.
it wasnt.
it was,however,his close fren.
asked him if the others were coming he shook his head.
talk alil bit more then i was off.
went to get a drink for babe.
did want to see him.
didnt want to see him also.
fickle me.
she kept saying she was on the way.
ai,yay,yay.
sat on the four connected chair.
all alone.
finally she arrived.
went up and still he wasnt there.
lesson started.
still he didnt show up.
teddy bear came.
tot he`d be there too.
but still,he was nt there still.
20 mins past nine.
finally,a shadow at the door.
tuu pn die.
senyum2.
alamek,sachok sak.
sial arr.
how cn i get over him when i dream abt him all of the time this week.
how cn i get over him when lime times per week aku nmpk die.
and how the hell cn i get over him
when he did THAT.
arrggh!
how the fuck cn i get over everything!
why`d he have to do that gesture again?
why?
i just keep resisting myself to YOU.
but somehow its never possible.
YOU are something huh.
damn.
im getting tired already.
2:00:00 PM
konek-tion ; dead
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