th human ; dilaa mat zain
07 March 2008
i am feeling real weak today.
feeling damn vulnerable.
ouh hell.
ouh heaven.
ouh sky.
ouh sea.
u guys shld be looking at my face rite now as i am typing.
cant describe it myself.
just vulnerable.
i really nd time to sort my mind out.
alamak,
bodo peh abg.
da sneeze volume 100 den masak pe bende tah.
buat nose aku sneeze mcm giler.
im mad.
very angry.
very upset.
dissappointed.
i nd to sleep.
or maybe not.
walau wei.
i think i need to smoke again.
i think i have to run 6 miles now.
i think i need the pills.
i think i need him.
i think as im typing this,im gg to breakdown again.
i think that i have no life rite now.
i think im at my weakest point rite now.
i think i cant really think to wad im typing.
i think im gg crazy like RITE NOW.
arrrgh!
cibai la!
fuck ya`ll!
bodo,bodo!
arrgh!
kental peh pompan!
ciiiiiiibai laaaa!
fuck!
fuck!
feeling damn vulnerable.
ouh hell.
ouh heaven.
ouh sky.
ouh sea.
u guys shld be looking at my face rite now as i am typing.
cant describe it myself.
just vulnerable.
i really nd time to sort my mind out.
alamak,
bodo peh abg.
da sneeze volume 100 den masak pe bende tah.
buat nose aku sneeze mcm giler.
im mad.
very angry.
very upset.
dissappointed.
i nd to sleep.
or maybe not.
walau wei.
i think i need to smoke again.
i think i have to run 6 miles now.
i think i need the pills.
i think i need him.
i think as im typing this,im gg to breakdown again.
i think that i have no life rite now.
i think im at my weakest point rite now.
i think i cant really think to wad im typing.
i think im gg crazy like RITE NOW.
arrrgh!
cibai la!
fuck ya`ll!
bodo,bodo!
arrgh!
kental peh pompan!
ciiiiiiibai laaaa!
fuck!
fuck!
im swollowing the pills,
dila giler sey,
im nt finish here talking FUCK!
dila giler sey,
im nt finish here talking FUCK!
4:37:00 PM
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