th human ; dilaa mat zain
31 March 2008
i learnt alot in life.
its interesting how the influences
in the environment could chnge you.
i realize something.
i realize that sometimes i forget to even try.
i realize that sometimes i give up at first stare.
i realize that sometimes u just gotta try harder.
i realize that sometimes we`re punished for all the good reasons.
i realize that sometimes the t`cher are doing it becoz they care.
i realize that sometimes we have to go thru
the road of failure before succeeding.
i realize that sometimes its ok to make mistakes.
i realize that sometimes being in a relationship needs
alot of commitment.
i realize that sometimes i love HIM like we`re married.
i realize that sometimes im not ready for any man in my life.
and just a sec ago,
i realize that wen the clock strikes midnite,
its my 1yr anniversary for being single.
i realize that sometimes its ok to cry for 25hrs.
i realize that i actually realized a lot more than listed.
i realize that i ditch adam erwin a yr ago.
i realize a lot has chnge in my life ever since.
i realize that i don really love him at all bck than.
i have to let go.
and i did.for the best reasons.
i realize that i am capable.
i realize that i finish the e-jucking learning hmwrks.
i realize i can do this.
u just gotta have faith.
suddenly my destination towards life,
seems more clearer.
its like im closer to shore now.
still swimming and floating tho.
to ms jamie:
wadever was written in the card given to me was much appreciated.
the second i read that sentence,
i felt more mature than i`ve ever felt in my life ever.
i realize that u actually noticed the character in me.
surprised me.
i love you like i love mommy.
thank you.
lets cry together.
its interesting how the influences
in the environment could chnge you.
i realize something.
i realize that sometimes i forget to even try.
i realize that sometimes i give up at first stare.
i realize that sometimes u just gotta try harder.
i realize that sometimes we`re punished for all the good reasons.
i realize that sometimes the t`cher are doing it becoz they care.
i realize that sometimes we have to go thru
the road of failure before succeeding.
i realize that sometimes its ok to make mistakes.
i realize that sometimes being in a relationship needs
alot of commitment.
i realize that sometimes i love HIM like we`re married.
i realize that sometimes im not ready for any man in my life.
and just a sec ago,
i realize that wen the clock strikes midnite,
its my 1yr anniversary for being single.
i realize that sometimes its ok to cry for 25hrs.
i realize that i actually realized a lot more than listed.
i realize that i ditch adam erwin a yr ago.
i realize a lot has chnge in my life ever since.
i realize that i don really love him at all bck than.
i have to let go.
and i did.for the best reasons.
i realize that i am capable.
i realize that i finish the e-jucking learning hmwrks.
i realize i can do this.
u just gotta have faith.
suddenly my destination towards life,
seems more clearer.
its like im closer to shore now.
still swimming and floating tho.
to ms jamie:
wadever was written in the card given to me was much appreciated.
the second i read that sentence,
i felt more mature than i`ve ever felt in my life ever.
i realize that u actually noticed the character in me.
surprised me.
i love you like i love mommy.
thank you.
lets cry together.
its closer now,
dila sey,
im coming home mommy.
dila sey,
im coming home mommy.
11:37:00 PM
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