th human ; dilaa mat zain
03 March 2008
like hell and heaven,
soo much happen!
ahak,
rhyme sak.
ok,ok.
based on yesterdays event,
im like to the fucking-fuck-fuck hapi la sey.
i just have to like brag on here.
abt every single detail if possible.
ok,here it goes pple who reading this or wadever,
aku kefejefe ngan die.
oh hell and heaven,
exciting la sey.
die da dtg den stand at the front a sec too long,
aku trtngk frm the corner of my eye
and ternmpk someone laa.
turn and its die ngan muke contipated.
siott ar.
fun-ny.
den aku ckp `eh hey`.
den turn arnd untk buat kefejefe.
den,den,
bnyk lagi happen.
blom abez lagi.
and,and ade org crk die tapi die nga layan customer,
soo die ckp,"its,okey DARLING...blahh.."
hahak.
mcm nk cair babe.
den aku g cuci tu tray yg mcm gunong.
den die keep dtg at wer i am to bbual la.
happy sak!
den blakk..aku pegi break.
klua dri kedai g bank.
dri window tuu cld feel die tngk.
haahak.
tapi tk turn.
malu laa.
ok,mepek,tetek,pepek.
gila shiok sendri peh pompan!
ok,den beli mkn balek kedai.
mkn the chicken-wrap
den tuu bdk pinoy nk ambek gamba2.
wadever.
muke aku wabak sak.
dng heat oven mcm sauna.
eh bnyk sngt word 'den' arr skrg.
lets subtitute 'den' with 'abe'.yeah.
abe drng2 da shiok sendri ambek gamba
den akunye turn plak jadi drngnye camwhore mangse.
part aku the camwhorer,die yg ambekkn pic.
alahai,
malu sak.
shy,shy la.
but anihow,aku just smile pt camera tuu.
abe dngr mp3.
abe break abez.
abe sroh die clock-in kn balek.
bully die arnd eh.
take advantage.
tkla.
abez tuu,pegi tandas.
dandan kn diri la konon.
bile balek kedai,
aku tngk floor.
can feel die looking pt aku.
aku buat bodo lo.
tuu bdk pinoy mcm tehegeh-hegeh pt dia
and im like,
ill just be rite here in this corner.
eventually,die dtg pt aku.
i don have to try soo hard do i?
try nt to look desperate la.
den kn,die ckp kn die nk buat cls ngan aku.
aku abez kefejefe pukol enam.
abe die keep saying to jgn balek cpt arr.
die keep ckp yg die nk kefejefe ngan aku.
dia ckp dulu btw.
soo tell me wad all those words and gestures mean?
i wish i knew.
abekn bdk pinoy tuu nk ambek gamba lagi,
si die plak da station diri die rite sebela aku.
ape lagi aku tilt head aku towards die and
stay in that positon smpi its snap.
yeah.
abe ade customer die pegi layan.
abe aku bbual la ngan bdk2 pinoy tuu.
drng nk hairstyle mcm aku sak!
abe da bbual si die pn dtg,
bila aku tngh bbual die tngk pt aku je sak.
maluuuuuu bebeh.
abe tu aku ngan die jauh jgak la distant die.
and,and,die pn selet sebelah aku.
oh hell and heaven you dnnoe hw giler-gembire aku feel.
abe aku pusing to lean pt table and had my hand on my chin.
and,and he did the same laa.
soo,its like kite facing each other lo.
haha.
den da pukul 6.
die ckp jgn la balek cpt.
apelagi aku pn ckp laa aku tknk balek jgk.
abe die tanye ade ape function pt bwh.
aku ckp maybe concert kpe.
den dia ckp,
nk pegi?
apelagi aku ckp laa 'ok jom'.
soo kite pegi same2!
oklh concert die.
ade hyrulanwar the gayman.
abe aku stand pt railing,aku infrnt.
die to my left.
the concert is to the right.
so,pictute it pple.
ok den aku pusing to find him alr tngk pt aku for a sec too long.
abe cncert da mcm mendak so balek kedai.
abe die ckp,sroh tungu die pt luar.
die nk cuci tangan.
hak,die sroh aku tungu die!
abe jln here&there&basically no wer.
balek kedai same2.
duduk,bbual.
die bbual pasal rmbt die.
is it ok?
aku ckp lh yg ade tat day tuu die dtg ngan baju skola
die muke die and everything is 'nice'.
wanted to say the word hansem actually.
abe yg trklua is nice plak.
while saying that,didnt tngk muke die.hate eye-conyct.
nvr good at it.
look at the floor and as soon as the last word was said,
i had a cheeky smile in my face.
harap2 die tk prasan.
abe die ajak pegi sentosa on wed.
ah,bagos la aku skola.
abe die ckp die le buat entry aku free.
tau pn aku seduce org yg pt counter tuu.
aku ckp balek,yeah i can do that.
die ckp balek,yeah i knoe ur good at it.
aku pusing dngn seducing look and said
bite me alien boy.try me.
he start ketawe mcm shy2 g2.
hahak.
abe bbual psl sex and marriage.
die ckp nnti bile aku da buat ngan laki aku
da branak,nnti perot aku dangling.
cb.
aku smbl2 bbual aku msg kiki&sisi-ter aku.
he try to peep at sape aku msg.
aku tngk die and smile instead.
and dart my eyes away.
damn i notice his lips.
very delicious.
can i kiss it?
mepek.
nie da case pompan giler.
abe tanye die if die maen soccer?smoke?drink?
all was a NO.
tats a gd fact.
abe die tanye asl.
aku ckp b`coz i just have to ask.
abe dia ckp tanye2 mesti ade catch.
and i say yeah,catch a BALL.
he laughed.
den say that i get extremely lame wen im bored.
den die ckp tkpe aku lynkkn.
haha.
and he sings.
suare bole tahan jgak ar.
actually nk tanye die a Q.
abe sisiter aku nie spoil sumenye.
die da dtg plak.
so said bye.
abe die ckp nk ade a guy dtg to ascort
aku klua tk?
aku ckp yeah,he`ll come.
dnnoe if my ans caught if offguard.
reaction die mcm abit shock.
well the fact is,im single anywae.
only available to you and helmet.
hahak.
soo nk klua kedai die block wae.
da ckpexcuse me lagi tk move.
abe die ckp aku fat!
fuck!
aku mcm nk tombok muke dia lagi ade.
den say,ill c u wen i see u.
den blahhh.balek.
aku nie nk tanye psl wed sebelom pegi tapi sisi-ter aku ade arr.
mcm kaku nnti.
soo didnt ask.
erase number die pt phone.
soo tktau mcm mane nk cntact nnti.
i guess illjust wait and see kalu die msg.
nt gg ot msg him.
ok.soo itu lh yg trjadi.
soo much happen!
ahak,
rhyme sak.
ok,ok.
based on yesterdays event,
im like to the fucking-fuck-fuck hapi la sey.
i just have to like brag on here.
abt every single detail if possible.
ok,here it goes pple who reading this or wadever,
aku kefejefe ngan die.
oh hell and heaven,
exciting la sey.
die da dtg den stand at the front a sec too long,
aku trtngk frm the corner of my eye
and ternmpk someone laa.
turn and its die ngan muke contipated.
siott ar.
fun-ny.
den aku ckp `eh hey`.
den turn arnd untk buat kefejefe.
den,den,
bnyk lagi happen.
blom abez lagi.
and,and ade org crk die tapi die nga layan customer,
soo die ckp,"its,okey DARLING...blahh.."
hahak.
mcm nk cair babe.
den aku g cuci tu tray yg mcm gunong.
den die keep dtg at wer i am to bbual la.
happy sak!
den blakk..aku pegi break.
klua dri kedai g bank.
dri window tuu cld feel die tngk.
haahak.
tapi tk turn.
malu laa.
ok,mepek,tetek,pepek.
gila shiok sendri peh pompan!
ok,den beli mkn balek kedai.
mkn the chicken-wrap
den tuu bdk pinoy nk ambek gamba2.
wadever.
muke aku wabak sak.
dng heat oven mcm sauna.
eh bnyk sngt word 'den' arr skrg.
lets subtitute 'den' with 'abe'.yeah.
abe drng2 da shiok sendri ambek gamba
den akunye turn plak jadi drngnye camwhore mangse.
part aku the camwhorer,die yg ambekkn pic.
alahai,
malu sak.
shy,shy la.
but anihow,aku just smile pt camera tuu.
abe dngr mp3.
abe break abez.
abe sroh die clock-in kn balek.
bully die arnd eh.
take advantage.
tkla.
abez tuu,pegi tandas.
dandan kn diri la konon.
bile balek kedai,
aku tngk floor.
can feel die looking pt aku.
aku buat bodo lo.
tuu bdk pinoy mcm tehegeh-hegeh pt dia
and im like,
ill just be rite here in this corner.
eventually,die dtg pt aku.
i don have to try soo hard do i?
try nt to look desperate la.
den kn,die ckp kn die nk buat cls ngan aku.
aku abez kefejefe pukol enam.
abe die keep saying to jgn balek cpt arr.
die keep ckp yg die nk kefejefe ngan aku.
dia ckp dulu btw.
soo tell me wad all those words and gestures mean?
i wish i knew.
abekn bdk pinoy tuu nk ambek gamba lagi,
si die plak da station diri die rite sebela aku.
ape lagi aku tilt head aku towards die and
stay in that positon smpi its snap.
yeah.
abe ade customer die pegi layan.
abe aku bbual la ngan bdk2 pinoy tuu.
drng nk hairstyle mcm aku sak!
abe da bbual si die pn dtg,
bila aku tngh bbual die tngk pt aku je sak.
maluuuuuu bebeh.
abe tu aku ngan die jauh jgak la distant die.
and,and,die pn selet sebelah aku.
oh hell and heaven you dnnoe hw giler-gembire aku feel.
abe aku pusing to lean pt table and had my hand on my chin.
and,and he did the same laa.
soo,its like kite facing each other lo.
haha.
den da pukul 6.
die ckp jgn la balek cpt.
apelagi aku pn ckp laa aku tknk balek jgk.
abe die tanye ade ape function pt bwh.
aku ckp maybe concert kpe.
den dia ckp,
nk pegi?
apelagi aku ckp laa 'ok jom'.
soo kite pegi same2!
oklh concert die.
ade hyrulanwar the gayman.
abe aku stand pt railing,aku infrnt.
die to my left.
the concert is to the right.
so,pictute it pple.
ok den aku pusing to find him alr tngk pt aku for a sec too long.
abe cncert da mcm mendak so balek kedai.
abe die ckp,sroh tungu die pt luar.
die nk cuci tangan.
hak,die sroh aku tungu die!
abe jln here&there&basically no wer.
balek kedai same2.
duduk,bbual.
die bbual pasal rmbt die.
is it ok?
aku ckp lh yg ade tat day tuu die dtg ngan baju skola
die muke die and everything is 'nice'.
wanted to say the word hansem actually.
abe yg trklua is nice plak.
while saying that,didnt tngk muke die.hate eye-conyct.
nvr good at it.
look at the floor and as soon as the last word was said,
i had a cheeky smile in my face.
harap2 die tk prasan.
abe die ajak pegi sentosa on wed.
ah,bagos la aku skola.
abe die ckp die le buat entry aku free.
tau pn aku seduce org yg pt counter tuu.
aku ckp balek,yeah i can do that.
die ckp balek,yeah i knoe ur good at it.
aku pusing dngn seducing look and said
bite me alien boy.try me.
he start ketawe mcm shy2 g2.
hahak.
abe bbual psl sex and marriage.
die ckp nnti bile aku da buat ngan laki aku
da branak,nnti perot aku dangling.
cb.
aku smbl2 bbual aku msg kiki&sisi-ter aku.
he try to peep at sape aku msg.
aku tngk die and smile instead.
and dart my eyes away.
damn i notice his lips.
very delicious.
can i kiss it?
mepek.
nie da case pompan giler.
abe tanye die if die maen soccer?smoke?drink?
all was a NO.
tats a gd fact.
abe die tanye asl.
aku ckp b`coz i just have to ask.
abe dia ckp tanye2 mesti ade catch.
and i say yeah,catch a BALL.
he laughed.
den say that i get extremely lame wen im bored.
den die ckp tkpe aku lynkkn.
haha.
and he sings.
suare bole tahan jgak ar.
actually nk tanye die a Q.
abe sisiter aku nie spoil sumenye.
die da dtg plak.
so said bye.
abe die ckp nk ade a guy dtg to ascort
aku klua tk?
aku ckp yeah,he`ll come.
dnnoe if my ans caught if offguard.
reaction die mcm abit shock.
well the fact is,im single anywae.
only available to you and helmet.
hahak.
soo nk klua kedai die block wae.
da ckpexcuse me lagi tk move.
abe die ckp aku fat!
fuck!
aku mcm nk tombok muke dia lagi ade.
den say,ill c u wen i see u.
den blahhh.balek.
aku nie nk tanye psl wed sebelom pegi tapi sisi-ter aku ade arr.
mcm kaku nnti.
soo didnt ask.
erase number die pt phone.
soo tktau mcm mane nk cntact nnti.
i guess illjust wait and see kalu die msg.
nt gg ot msg him.
ok.soo itu lh yg trjadi.
ohyeah,ohyeah,
dila-adilaNur,
so tell me wads the meaning of all this?
dila-adilaNur,
so tell me wads the meaning of all this?
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