th human ; dilaa mat zain
27 April 2008
i got to chnge things here.
im gg to bare my soul naked,
knowing the possibility of pple coming across this blog is low.
chnge url and privatised it.
only person invited to read these:
nadia harris.ahak.k,mepek.
i had to chnge coz i realize shake-a-baby,
had read my blog once.
and he used the term `we` had once come across ur blog.
wth was that.
i said wad u mean `we`?
and all he did was kinda smile.
wtf shaik.
so had to chnge incase vikky oso read this.
i mean almost all posts are abt him.
and and alot has happened on friday tho.
im glad i stayed bck in school.
all of them went out.
to yeah.
i did it too.
fuck u dila.
boo u loser.
haaaaaak.
and tried studying in sch.
chemistry.
was into it but got distracted and all.
soo gave up and slack in school instead.
talk here and there.
den u pple came bck.
didnt know if i was happy to see vikky.
im all mixed up rite now.
very much a rojak now.
on thursday i blog i was over u big time.
on friday,
i feel sth else.
i liked u once again.
random rite?
i noe.
i den realize i don have a final verdict to all these dramas.
i really don.
and i cant blame mom that i too,
have a fickle-mind.
one day i`ll say this and other on another day.
wtf dila.
boo,u whore.
rite now is actually such a release.
coz im finally ggna type out names.
yey.
today,sat,
was the first ever i felt ouh-soo-free,
bcoz im not working.
i can wake up ouh-soo-late,
bcoz im not working.
i can watch tv ouh-soo-easily,
bcoz im not working.
i can bathe ouh-soo-long,
bcoZ im not working.
u see,its all these things in life that
depresses and stresses u.
dang yaw.
so on friday vikky and gang sat quite near to me and gang.
we kinda hang out and all.
and then sth happen.
vikky was seated opposite mic.
had no idea wad they were doing tho.
den sab c.i.o.
she went ballistic at wad they were doing with her penknife.
sab said to me,
vikky ade tatoo.
i went dumb rite there.
instantly,i viewed him diffly.
but sab kept saying "its nth laa,kau jgn pk bkn2.
hes just into tatoos."
yeah rite sab.
den i realize that i shld never judge a book by its cover.
the best part ever is,
mic used that penknife and scaped the tatoo off vikky`s hand.
ouch bby.ouch.
only bcoz the tatoo v made himself wasnt nice.
ahhhhhhhha.
as much as i viewed him diffly,
tha tots that hes into tatoo design is,
kinda SEXY.
yeah.
den he rinsed off the oozing blood and had a lot of tissues wasted.
while he put on the plaster,
i just had to look.
w/o a blink of an eye.
he saw me looking.
and this time i didnt turn away.
den had my head-set on,
and blast some loud music to get away frm reality for awhile.
5min later.
i was bck.
in reality.
den talk here and there.
and wen nessa got it frm m we decided to head home.
before walking to th carpark,
i said bye.
and v heard me.
looked up and said bye bck.
it was heaven manne.
the rply.
gugu-gaga tats hw i went.
he was actually drwing sth on k`s chest
but stopped to say bye.
altho at tht time i wasnt the only one there,
and mayb his 'bye' was nt only meant for me,
i somehow felt it was a
personal one.
so yeah said bye and looked bck to see if he was looking.
he didnt but he was on the outside.
mayb he did look.
mayb not.
wadv.
den follow nessa.
shit did it and cnfess to her blablah.
she told me sum,
i told her sum.
dang galfren.
had a lot on my mind still.
im gg to bare my soul naked,
knowing the possibility of pple coming across this blog is low.
chnge url and privatised it.
only person invited to read these:
nadia harris.ahak.k,mepek.
i had to chnge coz i realize shake-a-baby,
had read my blog once.
and he used the term `we` had once come across ur blog.
wth was that.
i said wad u mean `we`?
and all he did was kinda smile.
wtf shaik.
so had to chnge incase vikky oso read this.
i mean almost all posts are abt him.
and and alot has happened on friday tho.
im glad i stayed bck in school.
all of them went out.
to yeah.
i did it too.
fuck u dila.
boo u loser.
haaaaaak.
and tried studying in sch.
chemistry.
was into it but got distracted and all.
soo gave up and slack in school instead.
talk here and there.
den u pple came bck.
didnt know if i was happy to see vikky.
im all mixed up rite now.
very much a rojak now.
on thursday i blog i was over u big time.
on friday,
i feel sth else.
i liked u once again.
random rite?
i noe.
i den realize i don have a final verdict to all these dramas.
i really don.
and i cant blame mom that i too,
have a fickle-mind.
one day i`ll say this and other on another day.
wtf dila.
boo,u whore.
rite now is actually such a release.
coz im finally ggna type out names.
yey.
today,sat,
was the first ever i felt ouh-soo-free,
bcoz im not working.
i can wake up ouh-soo-late,
bcoz im not working.
i can watch tv ouh-soo-easily,
bcoz im not working.
i can bathe ouh-soo-long,
bcoZ im not working.
u see,its all these things in life that
depresses and stresses u.
dang yaw.
so on friday vikky and gang sat quite near to me and gang.
we kinda hang out and all.
and then sth happen.
vikky was seated opposite mic.
had no idea wad they were doing tho.
den sab c.i.o.
she went ballistic at wad they were doing with her penknife.
sab said to me,
vikky ade tatoo.
i went dumb rite there.
instantly,i viewed him diffly.
but sab kept saying "its nth laa,kau jgn pk bkn2.
hes just into tatoos."
yeah rite sab.
den i realize that i shld never judge a book by its cover.
the best part ever is,
mic used that penknife and scaped the tatoo off vikky`s hand.
ouch bby.ouch.
only bcoz the tatoo v made himself wasnt nice.
ahhhhhhhha.
as much as i viewed him diffly,
tha tots that hes into tatoo design is,
kinda SEXY.
yeah.
den he rinsed off the oozing blood and had a lot of tissues wasted.
while he put on the plaster,
i just had to look.
w/o a blink of an eye.
he saw me looking.
and this time i didnt turn away.
den had my head-set on,
and blast some loud music to get away frm reality for awhile.
5min later.
i was bck.
in reality.
den talk here and there.
and wen nessa got it frm m we decided to head home.
before walking to th carpark,
i said bye.
and v heard me.
looked up and said bye bck.
it was heaven manne.
the rply.
gugu-gaga tats hw i went.
he was actually drwing sth on k`s chest
but stopped to say bye.
altho at tht time i wasnt the only one there,
and mayb his 'bye' was nt only meant for me,
i somehow felt it was a
personal one.
so yeah said bye and looked bck to see if he was looking.
he didnt but he was on the outside.
mayb he did look.
mayb not.
wadv.
den follow nessa.
shit did it and cnfess to her blablah.
she told me sum,
i told her sum.
dang galfren.
had a lot on my mind still.
12:29:00 AM
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