th human ; dilaa mat zain
07 April 2008
i love HIM.
yet he doesnt know a thing.
i despised HIM.
yet he still looked.
i cant helped it anymore.
been resisting myself to you for a period of time now.
i just cant resist not looking at you animore.
i looked and u looked bck.
my direction
i cld tell.
or was it me dreaming?
think not.
wad u said was it true?
does he noe or not?
coz i am in love with HIM not you.
ur FREN not you.
looking at AGI den caught you looking at me instead.
wad the february.
listening to don matter-akon,
i suddenly had a strong sense of nostalgia
and my feelings for u boy,
its getting intense again.
i currently feel soo strong of the chemistry.
can you feel it?
i soo want to type out ur name out here rite this second boy.
i soo want to tell you i love you.
this isnt some common crush i think ill get over.
this is actually the real deal.
this aint no rubbish yaw.
but then again,
im soo scared to fall too deep.
i am scare that tmr,
everything will sucked again.
and,and
the routine repeats itself like a spoilt brat.
cmon AGI can this time be real.
im love with you AGI.
today,
i feel soo much nostalgia coming bck to me like tsunami waves.
wow.
i cant turn bck to look now.
a conflict might arise.
ill look wenever possible tho.
we barely talk.
but the smiles we sometimes exchanged,
its beautiful.
i completely understand if ur not ready.
the same for me.
but being frens and toking now is more than enuf.
however,
im a thinker.
i think a lot.
if the truth is all fucking noises.
i wld want to hear it.
bt ill be wondering hardcore.
wondering this and that and that again.
it will hurt me hardcore brutality boy.kicknye btw.
omgay.
ur guts don lie rite.
its soo strong now.
can we hug now?
alil kiss after tat?
ouh manne,
all this is bck again.
shit laa.
i wanna hold you soo fucking badly.
pls.
can you read it off my mind?
yet he doesnt know a thing.
i despised HIM.
yet he still looked.
i cant helped it anymore.
been resisting myself to you for a period of time now.
i just cant resist not looking at you animore.
i looked and u looked bck.
my direction
i cld tell.
or was it me dreaming?
think not.
wad u said was it true?
does he noe or not?
coz i am in love with HIM not you.
ur FREN not you.
looking at AGI den caught you looking at me instead.
wad the february.
listening to don matter-akon,
i suddenly had a strong sense of nostalgia
and my feelings for u boy,
its getting intense again.
i currently feel soo strong of the chemistry.
can you feel it?
i soo want to type out ur name out here rite this second boy.
i soo want to tell you i love you.
this isnt some common crush i think ill get over.
this is actually the real deal.
this aint no rubbish yaw.
but then again,
im soo scared to fall too deep.
i am scare that tmr,
everything will sucked again.
and,and
the routine repeats itself like a spoilt brat.
cmon AGI can this time be real.
im love with you AGI.
today,
i feel soo much nostalgia coming bck to me like tsunami waves.
wow.
i cant turn bck to look now.
a conflict might arise.
ill look wenever possible tho.
we barely talk.
but the smiles we sometimes exchanged,
its beautiful.
i completely understand if ur not ready.
the same for me.
but being frens and toking now is more than enuf.
however,
im a thinker.
i think a lot.
if the truth is all fucking noises.
i wld want to hear it.
bt ill be wondering hardcore.
wondering this and that and that again.
it will hurt me hardcore brutality boy.kicknye btw.
omgay.
ur guts don lie rite.
its soo strong now.
can we hug now?
alil kiss after tat?
ouh manne,
all this is bck again.
shit laa.
i wanna hold you soo fucking badly.
pls.
can you read it off my mind?
3:11:00 PM
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