th human ; dilaa mat zain
18 April 2008
thinking tat maybe its alr over.
looked at you and yeah.
nth.
absofuckinglutely nth.
im glad.
soo yeah u talked to me this week.
but then at the end of the day i knew it meant nth to me animore.
im glad.
and yeah.
its been long since i did it.
it was a relieve.
felt oh-soooooooooooo-good.
nt into u and im free.
previous times i had to be careful to who i talk to.
and now,
im like practically talking to every guy i hated last time.
for example brace-face-boy.
yeah.
thinking that i wld probbly chnge somethings in my life rite now.
for the better.
i have to start mugging hard cock la.
shit manne.
not saying im completely over you coz ur there almost 5days aweek.
its just that 95% of everything is gone.
previous times,
everything was almost perfect.
den start realizing THINGS.
the scandalous glares and stares altho alr died down,
it was very much memorised and cherised now.
i guess we`ve had our moments.
and its time yaw,
to let go of everything i TOT i`ve accomplished so far.
or wadv.
i guess i cant hold on to YOU,
when ters nth to hold on to.
have to let go,
when the pieces don fit anymore.
i have to admit,
at this point rite now i am sad.
sad that YOU didnt do nth.
sad that u werent mine to begin with.
sad that i played a fucking prank on ur fren.
sad that im fat.
sad i did tried to be anorexic.
sad i tried bullimia.
sad that my house is ever soo depressing.
sad that my mom married a #2-loser.(actually im not sad at this,im fucking mad).
sad that im not putting quality effort in my studies.
sad that mths lesson once again is forevermore disgusting.
sad that my mths t`cher is mdm DIANA and shes a partimer.
wtfcb.
sad that i have to work fullshift tmr.
sad that on sunday im doing cls.
sad that my age-ing computer is failing on me.
sad that im a loser in some parts.
sad that my mom is trying to be bullimia.(im just following in her steps).
sad that mom doesnt cook like before.
sad that when i come home,
most of the time ters no food in the kitchen.
sad that i have to use my pay to get donuts or chocolates instead.
sad that i didnt go shopping this month.
sad that my money in the bank is running away.
u see how depressing it is to be ME.
u noe i really liked YOU.
but things got screwed up and all.
so yeah.
ckg even say ur a nice boy.
i notice wad they notice.
i have good taste.
but everything is gone.
so lets get it over and done with.
and and i think i have more to type.
maybe i shld break my throat and cut open my stomach and take it out.
that way i wont be able to eat anithing.
or yeah,
be ANOREXIC.
i mean nicole R made it didnt she.
today,wah wah wah.
boring siak.
thursday i reely had to thoery-ly drag myself to sch.
i hated sch now.
yeah u fucking fat-fat bitch.
so u think u own it all now aye.
oh yeah i wont let u off the hook u tit-rangs.
tk seda diri pe.
trust me i noe u still.
the method u`ll use and all.
random.
u wont see me getting all worked up and angry here.
u`ll soo see me smiling bck big time.
rite kick?
wad was that?
ouhh,
how disgustingly retard.
somebody stupid,fat,ugly,no-brainer is trying to do "shuffling",
in all the wrong way.
ouhhhhhhhh.
how very un-sightly and excruciating for the eyes to looked at.
cb.
trying to do jumpstyle eh pukimak?
huh?
trying to show hw much mina-cb-fun ur experiencing outside my class aye?
not affected.
oh wait,
ur trying to get bck at HER just b`coz i choose HER over YOU fat-bitch haa?
don even look at me with those expression no more.
disgusting is wad it is.
idc lh cb.
i have the most fabulous happenning frens ever.
like kick said,
the fun ur having is no match for the REAL hardcore-shuffling fun we`re experiencing.
we do it original and oh-soo-better.
amcm gang?
k,go.
ur a fucking-retard-bitch who fuck urself.
desperate peh membuto.
to all that:let the games begin.
bring it on bitch!
i do beg u to come across this blog of mine.
wad is abt to be done by me has a motive.
as the saying goes:
be close to ur frens.
be closer to ur enemies.
the last time i type this out somebody got it all wrong.
wah wah wah.
from now onwards,
ill probbly hate sch like nvr before.
frankly speaking idk if im really over YOU just yet.
but u`ll c me try.
u will yaw.
whoever owns YOU in future is damn lucky.
yeah.
cant deny that extreme jealousy wld over come me.
u smiled everytime that girl is arnd.
that lil smile.
wad?
wad is it?
ur with her?
wadv.
let me break it down pple.
im 95% over u know who.
that other 5% is soo stubborn to not agree to let go.
soo yeah-yeah.
idk lh.
is this post alr long enuf or wad?
idtsoo.
im still gg.
finally monday a date with mr tan.
wednesday probbly ms jamie again.
den ms chen.
test,exams,test.
cant it be anymore depressing?
i think i love,love,love
my frens oh-soo-many many ar.
maybe alil more wen it comes to family.
alr so to sum it up,
be anorexic,
hate sch,
get bck at no-brainers,
love frens and family and ALLAH,
start flirting hardcock style,
get that other 5% to agree to get over HIM.
everyting,
state of mind.
it really is.
looked at you and yeah.
nth.
absofuckinglutely nth.
im glad.
soo yeah u talked to me this week.
but then at the end of the day i knew it meant nth to me animore.
im glad.
and yeah.
its been long since i did it.
it was a relieve.
felt oh-soooooooooooo-good.
nt into u and im free.
previous times i had to be careful to who i talk to.
and now,
im like practically talking to every guy i hated last time.
for example brace-face-boy.
yeah.
thinking that i wld probbly chnge somethings in my life rite now.
for the better.
i have to start mugging hard cock la.
shit manne.
not saying im completely over you coz ur there almost 5days aweek.
its just that 95% of everything is gone.
previous times,
everything was almost perfect.
den start realizing THINGS.
the scandalous glares and stares altho alr died down,
it was very much memorised and cherised now.
i guess we`ve had our moments.
and its time yaw,
to let go of everything i TOT i`ve accomplished so far.
or wadv.
i guess i cant hold on to YOU,
when ters nth to hold on to.
have to let go,
when the pieces don fit anymore.
i have to admit,
at this point rite now i am sad.
sad that YOU didnt do nth.
sad that u werent mine to begin with.
sad that i played a fucking prank on ur fren.
sad that im fat.
sad i did tried to be anorexic.
sad i tried bullimia.
sad that my house is ever soo depressing.
sad that my mom married a #2-loser.(actually im not sad at this,im fucking mad).
sad that im not putting quality effort in my studies.
sad that mths lesson once again is forevermore disgusting.
sad that my mths t`cher is mdm DIANA and shes a partimer.
wtfcb.
sad that i have to work fullshift tmr.
sad that on sunday im doing cls.
sad that my age-ing computer is failing on me.
sad that im a loser in some parts.
sad that my mom is trying to be bullimia.(im just following in her steps).
sad that mom doesnt cook like before.
sad that when i come home,
most of the time ters no food in the kitchen.
sad that i have to use my pay to get donuts or chocolates instead.
sad that i didnt go shopping this month.
sad that my money in the bank is running away.
u see how depressing it is to be ME.
u noe i really liked YOU.
but things got screwed up and all.
so yeah.
ckg even say ur a nice boy.
i notice wad they notice.
i have good taste.
but everything is gone.
so lets get it over and done with.
and and i think i have more to type.
maybe i shld break my throat and cut open my stomach and take it out.
that way i wont be able to eat anithing.
or yeah,
be ANOREXIC.
i mean nicole R made it didnt she.
today,wah wah wah.
boring siak.
thursday i reely had to thoery-ly drag myself to sch.
i hated sch now.
yeah u fucking fat-fat bitch.
so u think u own it all now aye.
oh yeah i wont let u off the hook u tit-rangs.
tk seda diri pe.
trust me i noe u still.
the method u`ll use and all.
random.
u wont see me getting all worked up and angry here.
u`ll soo see me smiling bck big time.
rite kick?
wad was that?
ouhh,
how disgustingly retard.
somebody stupid,fat,ugly,no-brainer is trying to do "shuffling",
in all the wrong way.
ouhhhhhhhh.
how very un-sightly and excruciating for the eyes to looked at.
cb.
trying to do jumpstyle eh pukimak?
huh?
trying to show hw much mina-cb-fun ur experiencing outside my class aye?
not affected.
oh wait,
ur trying to get bck at HER just b`coz i choose HER over YOU fat-bitch haa?
don even look at me with those expression no more.
disgusting is wad it is.
idc lh cb.
i have the most fabulous happenning frens ever.
like kick said,
the fun ur having is no match for the REAL hardcore-shuffling fun we`re experiencing.
we do it original and oh-soo-better.
amcm gang?
k,go.
ur a fucking-retard-bitch who fuck urself.
desperate peh membuto.
to all that:let the games begin.
bring it on bitch!
i do beg u to come across this blog of mine.
wad is abt to be done by me has a motive.
as the saying goes:
be close to ur frens.
be closer to ur enemies.
the last time i type this out somebody got it all wrong.
wah wah wah.
from now onwards,
ill probbly hate sch like nvr before.
frankly speaking idk if im really over YOU just yet.
but u`ll c me try.
u will yaw.
whoever owns YOU in future is damn lucky.
yeah.
cant deny that extreme jealousy wld over come me.
u smiled everytime that girl is arnd.
that lil smile.
wad?
wad is it?
ur with her?
wadv.
let me break it down pple.
im 95% over u know who.
that other 5% is soo stubborn to not agree to let go.
soo yeah-yeah.
idk lh.
is this post alr long enuf or wad?
idtsoo.
im still gg.
finally monday a date with mr tan.
wednesday probbly ms jamie again.
den ms chen.
test,exams,test.
cant it be anymore depressing?
i think i love,love,love
my frens oh-soo-many many ar.
maybe alil more wen it comes to family.
alr so to sum it up,
be anorexic,
hate sch,
get bck at no-brainers,
love frens and family and ALLAH,
start flirting hardcock style,
get that other 5% to agree to get over HIM.
everyting,
state of mind.
it really is.
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