th human ; dilaa mat zain
06 May 2008
i feel accepted,yesterday.
im tinking imma quit bby.
its too dangerous.
i cld feel it.
no more games,
i just wish i had the final verdict.
isly tho.
how sad dila.
how depressing dila.
i really cant be bothered with studies now.
but its gnna be diff fo prelims and Ns.
im only trying this hard becoz:
ms jamie made a point.
mak paid the fees alr.
andand i noe giving up is not an option.
i wanna noe till wer my strength lies.
i have yet to come to a point werby i am a REAl women.
a point werby i really noe myself.
i have soo much more to discover.
realizing that the journey in life that pple take,
the risk and the out-of-your-comfortzone really can chnge that someone into a better person.
thru the fun and laughters,i think i did discover myself bit by bit.
today,i am content.
not a hyperone but just a simple feeling of contention.
YOU,i wish i cld just ditch the tots of YOU,
but i noe i cant.
not yet huh.
YOU,i wish the final verdict wld be permanent in ma head.
but i noe i cant.
not yet rite.
but i can try to avoid things here.
and fo that imma try,atleast.
im tinking imma quit bby.
its too dangerous.
i cld feel it.
no more games,
i just wish i had the final verdict.
isly tho.
how sad dila.
how depressing dila.
i really cant be bothered with studies now.
but its gnna be diff fo prelims and Ns.
im only trying this hard becoz:
ms jamie made a point.
mak paid the fees alr.
andand i noe giving up is not an option.
i wanna noe till wer my strength lies.
i have yet to come to a point werby i am a REAl women.
a point werby i really noe myself.
i have soo much more to discover.
realizing that the journey in life that pple take,
the risk and the out-of-your-comfortzone really can chnge that someone into a better person.
thru the fun and laughters,i think i did discover myself bit by bit.
today,i am content.
not a hyperone but just a simple feeling of contention.
YOU,i wish i cld just ditch the tots of YOU,
but i noe i cant.
not yet huh.
YOU,i wish the final verdict wld be permanent in ma head.
but i noe i cant.
not yet rite.
but i can try to avoid things here.
and fo that imma try,atleast.
7:17:00 PM
konek-tion ; dead
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