th human ; dilaa mat zain
15 May 2008
ifeelcacattoday.
very much like dat.
i feel hapi looking at the results.
i think there is nth wrong with failing.
i am a failure at some points but ill get up and try again.
frankly,for midyrs i gave up totally.
ihateihateihate.
yeah thats wad we all do.
i like this becoz its this and dat.
i hate her la,i hate him laa.
living and surviving in this world is indeed suffocating.
why donch anyone just strangle me rite now.
its hard to pls pple.
i cant be bothered wif ANYONE in this world rite now.
not even myself.
life today is,freaking me out badly.
idonfeelsoowell.
can i quit sch?
can i?
can i just work random jobs my whole life?
can i?
i think its a Q i have to make a decision for myself.
ill start thinking real hard wen i wan too.
but wen i don think its like i don exist rite now.
emptiness.
i am sick and fed up.
with what,who,when?
this is the part wer its meant to not be said AT ALL.
go figure.
the anger just keeps building up and rising and falling again.
wat the FUCK.fuck,my readers is a very very NICEE word to say.
cmon pple say it with me.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
feeling good?wellfuckyou.
frankly,this is those moments wer i have alot to brag abt
mostly pple who i want to get bck at.
itsgoodifunoehuuare.fuckers.
i cannt believe it.
why`d u do dat?
and YOU can u stop calling me already.cb.
im not helping you.
i don have it rite now.
soo bck off.
pls just LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!
very much like dat.
i feel hapi looking at the results.
i think there is nth wrong with failing.
i am a failure at some points but ill get up and try again.
frankly,for midyrs i gave up totally.
ihateihateihate.
yeah thats wad we all do.
i like this becoz its this and dat.
i hate her la,i hate him laa.
living and surviving in this world is indeed suffocating.
why donch anyone just strangle me rite now.
its hard to pls pple.
i cant be bothered wif ANYONE in this world rite now.
not even myself.
life today is,freaking me out badly.
idonfeelsoowell.
can i quit sch?
can i?
can i just work random jobs my whole life?
can i?
i think its a Q i have to make a decision for myself.
ill start thinking real hard wen i wan too.
but wen i don think its like i don exist rite now.
emptiness.
i am sick and fed up.
with what,who,when?
this is the part wer its meant to not be said AT ALL.
go figure.
the anger just keeps building up and rising and falling again.
wat the FUCK.fuck,my readers is a very very NICEE word to say.
cmon pple say it with me.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
feeling good?wellfuckyou.
frankly,this is those moments wer i have alot to brag abt
mostly pple who i want to get bck at.
itsgoodifunoehuuare.fuckers.
i cannt believe it.
why`d u do dat?
and YOU can u stop calling me already.cb.
im not helping you.
i don have it rite now.
soo bck off.
pls just LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!
12:14:00 AM
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