th human ; dilaa mat zain
13 June 2008
im losing out.To EVERYTHING.
imissedyoubyafuckingsecond.
cb!cb!
ape nie sume ar.
mmg da takdir pe.
what the FUCK.
iforgetimsupposetobeoveruwenisawthosepacks.
confuse nw aye?hell-YES.
like a prisoner,
feel soo condemned.
even a simple smile now seems like a heavy burden.
cheeks feel like a thousand kilos.
tried again and its an ugly,ugly smile produce.
wad a fuckedface.
fuck it.
the tot of murdering someone at first degree comes to mind.
all this,
maybe i haven understood it yet.
maybe im not matured enuf.
maybe im just not understanding enuf.
not born wif a smart brain,
maybe bcoz im just STUPID.
pardon me if:
i start bragging non-stop.
crying fo no reason in particular.
punching the wall.
bangin head against concrete wall/floor.
lauging like a maniac.
being over-hapi.
getting on pples nerves.
and being a dead-corpse to pple.
and being super-super quiet.
imissedyoubyafuckingsecond.
cb!cb!
ape nie sume ar.
mmg da takdir pe.
what the FUCK.
iforgetimsupposetobeoveruwenisawthosepacks.
confuse nw aye?hell-YES.
like a prisoner,
feel soo condemned.
even a simple smile now seems like a heavy burden.
cheeks feel like a thousand kilos.
tried again and its an ugly,ugly smile produce.
wad a fuckedface.
fuck it.
the tot of murdering someone at first degree comes to mind.
all this,
maybe i haven understood it yet.
maybe im not matured enuf.
maybe im just not understanding enuf.
not born wif a smart brain,
maybe bcoz im just STUPID.
pardon me if:
i start bragging non-stop.
crying fo no reason in particular.
punching the wall.
bangin head against concrete wall/floor.
lauging like a maniac.
being over-hapi.
getting on pples nerves.
and being a dead-corpse to pple.
and being super-super quiet.
4:58:00 PM
konek-tion ; dead
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