th human ; dilaa mat zain
10 July 2008
is it YOU or me..?
mostly now i tink its YOU.
sometimes i wonder.
i wonder this and wonder that.
the tots goes wild.
wth is wrong with you anyway.
or it is me..?
idk,idk.
ok,im reali letting it all out.
i never wanted to have a post abt YOU.
but wth.
i tink this i think dat.
im a thinker.
i reali tot u WUD be different than those guys.
i wish u are u know.
but wth.
sometimes things always never goes as planned.
things always gets screwed.
shit.
fuck it.
i syg my frens.
kwnku,sygku pls take note of dat eh.
i love you all okeh.
i love eh.
okeh..?
Bf are never my first priority.
dats how the rules goes fo me.
unlessofcoursetheguyhadbeenHIM.
one of a kind id say.
awesome-nesses.
i saw this and i saw that.
i hear this and i saw that.
u asked her sth.
she told me.
i asked u bck and u deny it.
a Q bby.
r u having doubts in all this..?
r u?
well,lemme break it down rite here.
I AM.
theres no trust is there.
frankly,i was ggna give u ma trust.
i was ggna and about to let ma guard down.
but den,i have DOUBTS.
hw nw..?
if it had not been fo HER and all,
i wud have ended it all.
but SHE told me a lil sum.
and YOU,
whyukeeplookingout..?
udonlooktoowell.
iwonderwhy.
irealido.
ilikedUbutigotHIMinstead.
and now in the midst of the doubts gg on ma mind,
im still trying to love HIM.
u screwed up.
uresecondchanceisused.
u have a last chance.
wanna screw it..?
go on.
i wont stop u.
6:55:00 PM
konek-tion ; dead
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