th human ; dilaa mat zain
07 August 2008
ihavebeeninadenialmode.
ihavetoletitout.somehow.imsorrybby.
wtfcbkia.parapundekar.
idkwadtosay.
waddoesitallmean?
canttalkhuh.
dammitla.
franklyimggbonkers.
the petals did fall.
the feelings did fade.
tamat.
acomeback?plsnoo.
ididlovedhim.hedidlovedme.
usetocare.uusetoshare.
thelovethatheusedtogivemecantbefound.
ilostmyway.hesaidhedstay.
andlateivebeentalkingtoaghost.
datwasbeforethegreatdepressionkickedinandrockedus.
datwasbeforethehurricanecameinandstoppedus.
itoldyoutoleave,butuliedtome.
wenusaiddatbbynoworriesipromisetogetusback.
iknowsorriesjustwuddendoit.
urheartisobliterated.
butikeepclimbingandhopingthingswudchnge.
andtheskyturnsgrey.
hedontouchme,idontouchhim.
weaintrealieveneversaidaword.
irealiwantogivehimeverythinghedeserve.
butthebadtookawaythegood.
hethinksimfullofit,arguments,alwayspissed,manimtired.
everykissdatimissbutuknwimtrying.
uneverbelievemewenisay,invebelieveitwenusay.
ily,isuddencomplaintabtit.
itslikemovingmountains.
wellbbywhydonujustleaveme.
itdidhurtabit.
ithurttoseeusoosociable.
ithurtstoseeujustwalkedoutdatday.
uhurtmeacoupleoftimesloser.
usaiddatandudidsthelse.
ibrusheditallway.
hopingthingswudgetbetter.
dammit.
itdidnt.fcb.fcb.
wentagainstalloddsfoya.
trustmebbyitwashardonme.
loser,ididlovedu.
imsoosory.
myapologiestosomepple.
itsbeenbotheringme.likehelltoutureinmybloodybrain.
ithastobeout.
againimsory.
ihavetoletitout.somehow.imsorrybby.
wtfcbkia.parapundekar.
idkwadtosay.
waddoesitallmean?
canttalkhuh.
dammitla.
franklyimggbonkers.
the petals did fall.
the feelings did fade.
tamat.
acomeback?plsnoo.
ididlovedhim.hedidlovedme.
usetocare.uusetoshare.
thelovethatheusedtogivemecantbefound.
ilostmyway.hesaidhedstay.
andlateivebeentalkingtoaghost.
datwasbeforethegreatdepressionkickedinandrockedus.
datwasbeforethehurricanecameinandstoppedus.
itoldyoutoleave,butuliedtome.
wenusaiddatbbynoworriesipromisetogetusback.
iknowsorriesjustwuddendoit.
urheartisobliterated.
butikeepclimbingandhopingthingswudchnge.
andtheskyturnsgrey.
hedontouchme,idontouchhim.
weaintrealieveneversaidaword.
irealiwantogivehimeverythinghedeserve.
butthebadtookawaythegood.
hethinksimfullofit,arguments,alwayspissed,manimtired.
everykissdatimissbutuknwimtrying.
uneverbelievemewenisay,invebelieveitwenusay.
ily,isuddencomplaintabtit.
itslikemovingmountains.
wellbbywhydonujustleaveme.
itdidhurtabit.
ithurttoseeusoosociable.
ithurtstoseeujustwalkedoutdatday.
uhurtmeacoupleoftimesloser.
usaiddatandudidsthelse.
ibrusheditallway.
hopingthingswudgetbetter.
dammit.
itdidnt.fcb.fcb.
wentagainstalloddsfoya.
trustmebbyitwashardonme.
loser,ididlovedu.
imsoosory.
myapologiestosomepple.
itsbeenbotheringme.likehelltoutureinmybloodybrain.
ithastobeout.
againimsory.
4:25:00 PM
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