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th human ; dilaa mat zain
07 August 2008
ihavebeeninadenialmode.
ihavetoletitout.somehow.imsorrybby. wtfcbkia.parapundekar. idkwadtosay. waddoesitallmean? canttalkhuh. dammitla. franklyimggbonkers. the petals did fall. the feelings did fade. tamat. acomeback?plsnoo. ididlovedhim.hedidlovedme. usetocare.uusetoshare. thelovethatheusedtogivemecantbefound. ilostmyway.hesaidhedstay. andlateivebeentalkingtoaghost. datwasbeforethegreatdepressionkickedinandrockedus. datwasbeforethehurricanecameinandstoppedus. itoldyoutoleave,butuliedtome. wenusaiddatbbynoworriesipromisetogetusback. iknowsorriesjustwuddendoit. urheartisobliterated. butikeepclimbingandhopingthingswudchnge. andtheskyturnsgrey. hedontouchme,idontouchhim. weaintrealieveneversaidaword. irealiwantogivehimeverythinghedeserve. butthebadtookawaythegood. hethinksimfullofit,arguments,alwayspissed,manimtired. everykissdatimissbutuknwimtrying. uneverbelievemewenisay,invebelieveitwenusay. ily,isuddencomplaintabtit. itslikemovingmountains. wellbbywhydonujustleaveme. itdidhurtabit. ithurttoseeusoosociable. ithurtstoseeujustwalkedoutdatday. uhurtmeacoupleoftimesloser. usaiddatandudidsthelse. ibrusheditallway. hopingthingswudgetbetter. dammit. itdidnt.fcb.fcb. wentagainstalloddsfoya. trustmebbyitwashardonme. loser,ididlovedu. imsoosory. myapologiestosomepple. itsbeenbotheringme.likehelltoutureinmybloodybrain. ithastobeout. againimsory.
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