th human ; dilaa mat zain
22 October 2008
slept at 5am.
sabirah came over at 2pm.
with little goldiclocks.
shes ouh-soo-cute.
she loveees noddy in toyland.
shes a watertank.
went bck to slp aftr sab went home.
woke up at 6pm and it was raining.
bathe and waited fo devil to text up.
went out at 835pm and head fo th plyground.
blahhhh.
reach home at 1230am.
didnt get callbcks.pffft.
devils gone to slp.
and so is niffy ass slowcina.
its 323am.
and im glad i just read it now.
tryna reason things out.
yea i undrstnd.
i wud do th same.
its a human thing.
i use to be an angry person.but i disipline myself nt to.
i got over myself as i matured.
im nt mad.im nt angry.
i got over it all 4mins aftr it happen to be frank.
but its just disappointment i felt.
i just thought i wanted to shut down immediately.
because i knw ive been trying and trying to be th bestest.
and yes ive got a veryvery gd sense of humour but fo u to actually type that out,
it did caught me off guard.
confront?
u knw i hate it.
coz i knw id get provoked and someone might get hurt and hurting pple might not get me to heaven.
and suddenly im not sure if i want to 'reason out' anymore.
not sure if i got anything else to say.
tension.awkwardness.
why do i feel like it has happen before.
sumhw overpoweringly it feels $%&^$*%^(%& to say cn we work things out.
anw id want to get it off my head soon.
and i still nd money honey.
andand niffy just woke up.yey yey.
k,bye.
sabirah came over at 2pm.
with little goldiclocks.
shes ouh-soo-cute.
she loveees noddy in toyland.
shes a watertank.
went bck to slp aftr sab went home.
woke up at 6pm and it was raining.
bathe and waited fo devil to text up.
went out at 835pm and head fo th plyground.
blahhhh.
reach home at 1230am.
didnt get callbcks.pffft.
devils gone to slp.
and so is niffy ass slowcina.
its 323am.
and im glad i just read it now.
tryna reason things out.
yea i undrstnd.
i wud do th same.
its a human thing.
i use to be an angry person.but i disipline myself nt to.
i got over myself as i matured.
im nt mad.im nt angry.
i got over it all 4mins aftr it happen to be frank.
but its just disappointment i felt.
i just thought i wanted to shut down immediately.
because i knw ive been trying and trying to be th bestest.
and yes ive got a veryvery gd sense of humour but fo u to actually type that out,
it did caught me off guard.
confront?
u knw i hate it.
coz i knw id get provoked and someone might get hurt and hurting pple might not get me to heaven.
and suddenly im not sure if i want to 'reason out' anymore.
not sure if i got anything else to say.
tension.awkwardness.
why do i feel like it has happen before.
sumhw overpoweringly it feels $%&^$*%^(%& to say cn we work things out.
anw id want to get it off my head soon.
and i still nd money honey.
andand niffy just woke up.yey yey.
k,bye.
3:16:00 AM
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